just the name ... Your name ... Jesus. playing the role of my floaty. while i tread the waters of the wicked. as i drift from solid ground. Your name rings loud and i am fixated in a place of peace. the water begins to fill with liquids from my eyes because you inspire my tears to cry their own tears. i know if i didn't know You as my dear loving Savior and Lord ... i would not want to be here. or there. or in front of you. or looking at you. or distances away from you. because my life just wouldn't be right. hymns of recovery. hymns of hope. hymns of salvation. scooting up my throat. to erupt. to elope. to give and sing and ring praises to You. my heart. appeals to You. i pray that Your will be done, oh Lord. these times are the times i almost wish i never ... that i didn't ... and that i wouldn't ... and i need and long and yearn for You. i love You, Jesus. i love You, Jesus. i love You, Jesus.