20 February 2010

forty-six.


those days.

i miss the days when i held no care
in the world - just being another being
in this world. i miss the days when
my tomorrows weren't confused with
my yesterdays and my todays didn't
hold so tight on to the tomorrows and the
days of yesterday didn't strangulate my
todays and tomorrows. i really miss the
days when i could smile and not expect
my smile to be removed from it's home
unexpectedly or forcefully.
i really miss those days when the absence
of you was permanent and fully existing.