26 July 2010

out of touch.


can we take a long. long walk. hand in hand with the sunshine and the cool breezes on an orange day. dance in a pile of leaves fallen from loveless trees that seek Love for hope. we can move to the tunes of the trains running across the tracks . discovering our own melody hidden behind the ruined sound effects that travel to places we wish we could visit. both of us. together. and we'll talk about love, not ever being in love. because we are in Love with Love. we could pick flowers from their home and take them on the journey with us, the one that will cultivate some new found beauty in us, between us, for us that we never expected to see. that would be nice, wouldn't it? "nothing's been more true, than these words to you." what would it be like to kiss the moon. hold it in the palm of my small hands and place my face to it, as if i knew it deeply. for a long time. holding it tightly, because i would never want to lose the moment of, being with it. away from earth, i'm sharing a forbidden love. with the moon. you know, thoughts collide and they don't ever really make sense when expressed at spontaneous moments, like this.

but i am calm. i am relaxed. i am free. if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. and He is leading me on my way. so many opportunities. so many moments of clarity. so much growth. everything all at once, yet again. i love it. i receive hugs from the stars and kisses from the moon on nights like this. i love it. i love it. i just, simply love it. i am floating , in a dream world. ready to grip my every dream and every endeavor in my hand. i may not be around, to do the things they want me to, but i am here to do the things You need me to. lead me on my way. so much to accomplish. so much to learn. so much to do. time, waits for nothing. note to self:
  • receive that yesterday is resting in perfect peace.
  • realize who you are and acknowledge that you are not perfect.
  • reflect on your past, do not live in it and do not live for it.
  • replace the waste with the fruitful meals God is delivering.
  • respect each and every experience, whether good or bad.
i love this place that i am at currently, right this very second, i love it. and i don't want to miss it. i am feeling a shift from chaos to calm. right now. thank You.