27 June 2011

two hundred-forty three.

He died , for me.
i'm unworthy.
seeking purpose.
riding aimlessly.
holding on.
breaking down.
shoulders slouched.
cheeks filled.
stomach full.
purging out.
i'm unworthy.
patiently waiting.
silently seated.
trying harder.
imagining brighter.
painting deeper.
writing louder.
speaking slowly.
thinking secretly.
closing quickly.
building higher.
disappearing, vastly.
i'm unworthy.
but still,
You died,
for me.