i am, like an ocean right now. vast and slow moving. deep, like an illusion, i'm bottomless. i am a means of travel. i am a coast guard, at bay. i have an island of love, blossoming and expanding and taking over the ocean that i am. because i am an ocean that consists of fears. love covers a multitude of, everything. and this island, is covering a multitude of me. You are. i am a jet skier, seeking the thrills of this spontaneous life - no direction, no conclusion, open ended story book, open ended journey. i can go days without thinking about anything other than You and i feel ok. i feel complete.
i feel like an ocean. like a sea. like water. i'm just like the water. i am fluid. i can take the form of any shape and own it. i can quench a desert of its drought and heat. i can clean the insides of a body that lacks, me. i'm a talker. i'm a river. i am a waterfall that talks about tumbling down from the greatest heights to the deepest depths. and i don't try to make the best sense, ever. because it's like a never ending puzzle that can't be figured out. i'm like a puzzle that lost its picture of completion, but i am complete. and if you made it this far, you are interested in not me - but this art. i'm the puddle that stays alive in the scorching heat, because i am complete. i'm whole. i'm full. i am satisfied. i am what you look at to see you, isn't that something?
i've learned that i am everything you never wanted me to be and everything you wished for me to be, all in one. yes. and now, the sun shines brighter than the lights in a dark room over a nation that is so blinded by its governmental issues - i am not interested in another soul vanishing from the earth or another tsunami rushing through and crushing another country if you have no solution to the issues. i don't want to watch you debate over and over and over about who's guilty and why they are if you don't know anything for sure - let it be. leave it be. there is only one solution and this earth repels Him, in every way. and until you're ready to listen, until you're ready to accept - i will forever be an ocean, i don't have to respond back. i'm finally letting go.
i'm free today. i'm new tomorrow. i'm me forever. i am in and out of tunnels of desperation, finding a need for a new level of expression before this inspiration expires. before my fingers and hands grow tired. i'm reaching and soaring to land on cloud 11. somewhere out of this world, i'll be. i'll be like the water. like an ocean. i'm like a novel. a treasure. i'm like a routine that's meant to be broken and retrained. i'm not a program. i'm not just a name. i'm finding out where and who Love is. i am inside and outside of you. i'm floating. i'm boundless. i'm at a destination. i'm trusting You.
